So what do you do in white america?
In Tightey Whitey land. When you've wondered about the moments so much and found that it has passed.
On the borderline of youth and agedness wondering what went wrong and what went right.
Pain
and bliss, one needs to know the other. Wanting something to fill the
moments aside from the me that I've put aside for so long.
Wanting it all to go right in a season when things go wrong.
A favorite Buddhist Leader Daisaku Ikeda writes the title of his book:
The
World is Yours to Change. The attitude of your world is your world.
When has a man not killed or harmed another out of greed, anger, or
ignorance?
There has never been a time without suffering in the devil camp called earth.
A
university from which to graduate one must put into action the
realization that we are all true living light beings of love, purity,
truth, and eternity
So can you put into practice the encouragement of others even when you are not encouraged yourself.
Q: Can one convey happiness when one is saddened by the conditions of this world?
A:
One can accept the role of a great actor, in which the performance
feels like happiness. This feeling is the closest, sadly, that I can
get to experiencing world peace. My world peace.
An actor donning smiles and frowns both emitting tears like a freight train's windshield wipers and onward it goes.
Life
is now. Living is all there is. Death is not an option, because then
one begs again for the ability to renew life again. Suicide in the face
of the great canyons of defeat is not an option. It just ends. Life
ends when blood is spilled.
It is over in that moment and one no longer has the power to affect the
physical world. Waiting for the chance to be reborn. Waiting in a
cocoon of loving kindness timeless. Life does not get better for those
who give up. Life continues even in death a dream in the same context
from which the being exited.
So which role do you wish to exit this stage into the next?
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My Best Soulution human renovation innovation:
Labor of Love Series 1 Episode 1 Orchid Room Evan Earth Adventumentary NYC - 1:33:40(elly belly) Soundtrack Available Labor of Love chronicles the Adventumentaries of Evan Earth Series 1 New York City Orchid Room (Friendship Room) Evan Earth is a yogi who is finished living in Western Society. He undergoes and very intricate process of body movement in order to awaken how he really feels as he prepares to leave the BOX. His Light Body Meditation opening the heart, voice, and bodymind is at the core of this musical presentation.
Labor of Love Series 1 Episode 2 Evan Earth Adventumentary NYC - 57:19 Well, Evan Earth Skates round NYC Manhattan waiting for his exodus out of tightey whitey land. Lyrics to the First song in the movie: Everyday what's gonna happen To be Alive Everyday not knowin what's gonna happen and i know things are gonna be a little bit strange for your animal mind deep inside but ya open up inspite of it Lighten up your head lighten up your heart now now now now now now now now now to be alive everyday not knowin what's gonna happen
Tuesday April 21 2009
The problems of life are all outside of oneself. It would seem that one
needs to correct whatever it is that seems to be the problem. The
problem of businesses and business. To be alive is all one can really
do. I see the screen's flicker rate right now as I type this first
entry into this website. My connections in the West have failed me.
At the moment of death I will find myself alone with no one anyway. I
have searched my whole life for a woman with whom it could work out. My
latest girlfriend in Los Angeles was a supreme let down. The wind blows
from the West today -almost in opposition of the journey I must take.
Life is dynamic and changing everyday, yet the system in place does not
yield. Authorities keep punishing the supposed wrongdoers -yea right,
forgive those who tresspass against us. People recite these prayers and
yet societies actions do not match most preachings of any religious
teachings.
Supermarkets hold the food and you can have as much as you can buy and
store. Yet there is an employee of the state who monitors people
leaving the park to see if they have caught too many fish.
Looking outside only leads to more disgust and disappointment. People
causing each other other stuggle, strife, and more problems. Yet people
causing relieve and encouragement to people as well. The problem is
that this age is defined by the greedy, angry, and the ignorant. That
is the two thirds tendency of this 2009.
People are swinging metal sticks at balls seemingly enjoying their
lives. They can do it again and again. The concession hotty driving by
with an appetite for sex in her eyes. The black bikini'd young wife
sunning herself with no expression at all and her rude husband in
Tuesday's hot tub. The winds of change buffet the Southern Coast of the
Redneck Riviera.
The problem is that God is seen outside of ones life. Or that the
binding cohesive power of life itself is mistaken for something
material and authoratative. What if there were no laws? What if there
was no human accountability anymore. What if it was left up to LIFE
itself to remedy its maladies. Well, I think this to be true anyway
apart from the rotten business of men and women. What if humans were
not allowed to tell anyone what to do? What would the falsely educated
people do with themselves.
May 22nd, 2007
Improvisational Vocalist - Artist Ready to put together a Band.
I am ready to sing out in decent venues. I request a drummer who has
passion yet emotional control, a bassist who enjoys his work, and a
guitarist who enjoys playing with a vocalist. I would also like to have
with us a keyboard, soundz, and layers person.
Everyone in this group must be mutually respectful of each other, and
someone must help acquiring managing and booking. Clean fun only, those
who drink, smoke, or use substances need not apply. The spirit of
mutual encouragement is what I am looking for, dig?
My band is not to be confused as a painful austerity, it is for those
who are comfortable making music and embracing it as PERFECT as it is
created. After the process of familiarization I expect to confidently
share our love of what we do with others. If the band wishes to work
off of material which I have already created as a loose framework, then
this will be even better for me.
can check out some prior work -all recorded live and improv
www.myspace.com/viabelly
or contact me and we can move forward.
April 20th, 2006
October 9th, 2006
it makes me so happy
to think that i can easily leave
why should i stay if you don't want me
i know this must be right
when i breath into my chest
my heart does sigh
with the relief now that i can die
but baby it is ok for today
and its ok for tomorrow
if you don't need me to stay
i'm sure it is better this way
yeah if you don't need me like that
i can let it go I've done it before
oh say say say
come home to me
say you want to be tied to me
but it is ok for today
and its ok for tomorrow
if love doesn't grow
i can let it go
i've done it before
January 2002
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